why did you leave me like that. how could you leave me just like that. all these questions, all of them crowding my mind. i can't stop thinking about you.. your absence. it's just so abrupt. you leaving just like that.
tears stream down at the thought of your absence. i'll always miss you, always. although i've only known you for this short while, the strong bond formed between us was too good to be true. the moment i saw your eyes, i told myself, it would last forever, i'll never lose you. i was wrong. you left. so unexpectedly. why.. why..
MY MEALWORM!! WHY?!?!?! why did you have to be eaten up by your cannibal friend. how was i to know that mealworm adults eat meat?! why why why... i should've guessed. and now, you're gone. shrivelled up, rotting, dead. gone forever. dead in that hard black shell of yours.
goodbye. goodbye....
12:00 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
beware what you wish for. it might just hurt someone. but why all the hurt and misery. wait. and you'll see.
6:33 PM
i'm so lost. i'm so confused. don't talk to me. please.